mY cHiLdHoOd

2009-08-09T23:47:00.000-07:00

yesterday was fun...

hummm when for a prayer walk,had a great time praying

then went back for dinner with my cell.then wanted to take a group photo but in the end never haha.then went to watch a movie.Then came back home to sleep. soo yea yesterday was fun

2009-07-24T07:29:00.000-07:00

school really sucks now

the two hours thing has not changed yet -.-

i have the palm cove duty and its like 4 hours of cooking for a shop

got the prefect thing like everyday need to be like half and hour earlier for school...

Then i have a project due on mon... i painted for like 3 to four hours.still got like 20 more soldiers to do... friends coming over to do project this sat..... dame tired now

2009-07-20T05:56:00.000-07:00

its so hard in school now ><

2 hours of maths,2 hours of sci, 2 hours of english all in one day.....

really really tired and now floorball resumes ><

got prefect interview this wed

then got floorball then got to do history project

random story

2009-07-08T03:15:00.000-07:00

Boom the robot had two thing in his mind now.To find a cure and get more oil.he took out his super large auto gun and pointed it at the steel door.BOOM the door blew open .The Soldiers in gas masks came out with guns.*Bang*there was the sound of gun shots.Boom the robot was made of metal and could re-stand anything except flowers and people with lots hair. Most of soldiers wore gas mask soo they had to shave their hair... Two second later there was a sent of dead soldiers. MEANWHILE

The outside world was full of zombies... it was infected by a virus created by the Sam cooperation

the same company who recruited the gas soldiers... the virus made people crave for BRAINS!!! and made them high.There was a quite sound in the war room in the HQ of THE SAM COOPERATION.Everyone was worried that BOOM the robot would kill them and steal their donuts.They were planning to steal the cure from the cool and awesome company called The Company.The world was in a mess and the cure was the only thing that can clean it up!

To be continued....

plss tag ^^

2009-07-07T06:18:00.000-07:00

walked home in the rain today

Was soo tired in school

slept late last night

2009-07-06T05:48:00.001-07:00

i have nothing to say

2009-07-01T05:13:00.000-07:00

My class has change o.0

my class now has like the most strict teachers

I guess we deserve it for chasing FOUR teachers haha

And slacking haha

Like we used to stand on the table and like yell and stuff ^^

The boys OWN the class lol

I am happy they change the teacher ^^

less fights and stuff haha

less punches haha

haha

2009-06-29T05:01:00.000-07:00

i barely Survived school

I got bored at the first hour ^^

2009-06-28T09:16:00.000-07:00

When the fights comes

and there is trouble

I think to myself

Who should I trust?

Do I have words of wisdom?

Let it be

When night has come

And all is dark

I think to myself

Where do I find light?

Do I have words of wisdom?

Faith is all

When darkness sounds its drums

And all quite

I think to myself

Who will stand up?

Do I have words of wisdom?

Do what is right.

When the broken hearted cries

And all is moving on

I think to myself

Who will care?

I whisper words of wisdom

Let it be....

When I run out of words

And I keep crying

Where do I go?

What do I do?

I find words of wisdom

In the Bible

A shadow is the darkest when the sun is highest

2009-06-27T09:44:00.001-07:00

As the soldiers walked past me I wondered how many men have they killed .To me we are at a war started by old men and paid by young blood to me the enemy is just like us, scared,sad and most of all we all want to go home.As I remember it was a cold winter in the trenchers of the front line where all my friends died. All of them. Its hard making friends with anyone in the camp.I met this bunch of nice guys in the post office last night but today all of them died because of a bomb.

I wondered if freedom was free at all? I see a enemy soldier as a man in a different uniform.He may like fishing like i do or maybe running?I have lost my sense.I don't know what is worth fighting for and what is worth dying for. I just want to go home

okay i tried writing haha !

2009-06-26T11:39:00.000-07:00

Grace,its a name for a girl

Grace,its something i don't deserve

Grace,its something beautiful

Grace,its something more then a word

Grace,we need it now

Grace,we don't want to receive it

Grace,forgiveness its her friend

Grace,it can only come from the heart

Grace,it heals the heart

Grace,its better then peace

Grace,its a thing we need to give it

okay this time i am sure its not a song lyrics!

2009-06-25T02:33:00.000-07:00

All around me are familiar faces.

Worn out places.

All around me familiar places.

Worn out dreams.

I find it kinda funny.

I find it kinda sad.

People running round in circles.

People Going nowhere.

Tears Fill up glasses.

Dream which are dying.

Is the best i ever had

I find it kinda funny

Not the best but i tried right?

haha

2009-06-24T11:55:00.000-07:00

HEy Guys just came back from the movies haha

Watched transformers haha really really cool movie haha

i kinda like the bad guys better, they are soo cool like all the big guns and stuff haha

humm haha i like starscream the best haha like the plane guy haha

soo cool man. really like the movie haha ohh yea i promise i will watch the next movie with

you guys its been really long since i did that.

anw i kinda like the song 21 Guns by Greenday haha really nice song

humm wat else?

ohh yea you guys wanna go cycling ?

haha juz thinking haha really miss "bonding" time with you guys haha

yea... i miss hanging out with friends

though had lots of time with some of you guys in camp haha

will always remember that camp :D

I think there will be elders camp there too..

ben and sarah you guys muz come! haha

then we can like play hid and seek.

okay i sound childish haha

gtg now byes!

ohh yea tag or else....

my army of toy green soldiers

will come :D

2009-06-23T08:28:00.000-07:00

hey guys haha hummmmm not much to say haha?

ohh yea the hong kong exchange thing may be canceled haha because of the flu and stuff haha soo yea i my not be going LOL haha

kinda relived coz like i don't think i will have time to host tat dude haha :D

soo yea whooooohaha anw i juz cam back from my run haha yea i know its kinda late but i saw two frogs! haha sooo cool and cute haha okay i got to stop saying haha..... right.... okay moving on .

actually tats about it :D soo yea stay happy,bright and God loving haha. random haha

PS:

woah i dint know i can type like this 0.o

2009-06-22T05:49:00.000-07:00

hey guys

haha i posted! whooo haha

anw trying to think what to write now haha

been very confused lately haha

but its okay i guess i miss the old SFH

its like before any hates or likes

like when we were just friends

really missed that haha

2009-06-19T09:38:00.000-07:00

Hey haha

okay i really need to post more often haha

its juz that i kinda get bored when posting haha anw leaders camp was nice haha

learn lots of stuff about everyone haha

had a great time haha but would be better if SOME people would lay off the teasing haha

erm now i feel tired coz i juz came from a run

man i suck my stamina failed me man better start going to training haha and running

humm erm i really enjoyed my time at the camp haha

my goal this year is to get back my stamina and try to win some friendly matches

and do better in my end year .

hummm i kinda wish that i would be more angry when someone says something bad to me and it hurts me... i keep keeping it to myself and it sucks doing that soo yea

and erm plss tag i guess

I am sorry God for the things i have done

I am sorry friends for the things i said

To me its been soo quiet in camp

its like i don't know anyone

i may be wrong but i felt lonely

i still enjoyed camp

2009-05-19T18:36:00.000-07:00

Hey hows it going so far????

haha sorry i never blog for really long

sorry haha

anw haha

erm exams are over wanna go out? like next next week

coz i going overseas this sat haha

2009-05-13T22:04:00.000-07:00

Hey everyone haha ^^

hummm now i am preparing for my sci exams to moro

hummm haha lifes full of flowers with thorns

ALL THE people out there who is sad cheer up!

coz the world needs more smily faces i guess...

.... ohh yea better tag!

or i go on strike

2009-05-08T06:00:00.000-07:00

hey guys

haha

long time since i posted

haha

anyway let me tell you smt!

i painted and created two FULL tanks WHOOOOOOO

a KV-2 Russian tank its a tank so called named after Stalin

And used in winter warfare. and the other one is the panzerkampfwagen 3 haha i noe

its name is really long haha german tank lol its also called panzer 3 haha lol

gtg now byes

2009-04-16T05:30:00.000-07:00

okay...

first of all i had a bad week so far :D

is that good?

not really sure

some people get their kicks seeing you fall

but tats life?

shit happens....right?

hey but all those out there happy stay that way?

if you want you can ignore this emo post of mind... really

Open your eyes.

And see me fly

Surrender .

And see me teach.

Cry out .

And see me help.

Be angry.

And see me care.

I'm not a soldier.

I'm not a teacher.

All I can do is love.

If you want more tell me.

2009-04-12T06:42:00.000-07:00

I forgave a man who held a gun.

I made a friend with a man with a knife.

I got shot.

I got stab.

I walked a street full of tugs.

I sail a sea full of anger.

Where is peace?

Where is love?

I'm on my knees.

Are we friends or are we people?

I forgave a man with a flower.

I made a friend with a man with a heart.

I became loved.

I found a heart.

Wanted freedom.

Got a bag full of restrictions .

GUYS CAN WE FOGIVE AND FORGET PLSSSS

start a new....

2009-04-06T08:27:00.000-07:00

Do you want to be a poet?

To fight for rights?

Do you want to be a teacher?

To teach a generation?

Do you want to be a soldier?

To fight for Love?

Do you want to swim the deepest sea?

Do you want to walk the longest field?

Do you want to Build weapons

Or schools?

Do you want to be friend?

Do you want a heart?

2009-04-02T05:40:00.000-07:00

Hey guys haha hummmm

hows my week?

FINE!

haha

hummm nth much happen haha

hummm bored byes hahaha lol

2009-03-26T05:04:00.000-07:00

hummmmmm

hahah let me talk about this week hahaha lol

hummmmmm

monday

had the IPW thingy haha lol

went back to school sooo hard hahaha

i could not sleep soo yea haha

Tuesday

HAd the worst PE ever!!

pure pain

first did a 2.4 Sprint!!!!!!!!

as in sprint

like one round within two mins

for like eight rounds about 3oom each

then like if one second late one push up

haha i never get whoooo

haha then went up for like resting by then dame tired ><

went to the hall for no reason teacher dame angry><

did push ups for more then 30 mins

as in with out stop like i was at push up position for like 30 mins doing push up

wahhh dame pain

Wednesday

haha school was boring!!! haha

had floorball after school

Wahhh by then soo tired coz of all the project work haha

still need to go training wat?

haha played a 3 line match haha

like wahhh i took a team of like 5

they all like not soo good haha

lost almost all the match ><

coz like school team not suppose to score -.-

had like 5 chances to score but cannot -.-

i say i sick then end CCa earlier muhahahhahaha

haha

Thursday

humm tats today hahah

my friends in school learned lots of things bout me to day

they learned tat if people make fun of me i keep quite means tat too me its not funny haha

but sometimes i laugh to juz hide it from them hahaha

they also checked my sms -.-

haha ohh yea my geog got 36/40 whooooooo haha

ohh and i got accepted in to the exchange program whooooooooooo only 60 selected in the whole in singapore and 10 in my school hahha whoooooooo to hong kong hahah

2009-03-23T05:44:00.000-07:00

Wahhh had school today ><

haha was fun i guess ><

guess i am really haha weird?

humm is tat bad?

not really sure

Its soo hard to live a life without friends sometimes

but guess tats life 4 me

2009-03-19T09:40:00.001-07:00

Needing a break from lots of things now

need a break from questions

wahhhhhhh life is full of questions

2009-03-19T08:49:00.000-07:00

When the darkness comes

When to light blows out

I would never cry

I would never run

When I see you smile,I could face the world

When I see you smile,I see some light

When I just don't get it

When I wonder to much

I'll try to fly

I'll try to smile

2009-03-18T23:34:00.001-07:00

Wahhhhhhhhh super bored now haha ><><

hahah bored............

2009-03-18T05:52:00.000-07:00

Hey GUys hummmmm

yesterday was fun hahaha went to help PEOPLE to like do stuff haha with Toto

Sad that sam never join haha

Then went to eat prawn mee haha with sam me ,coco and toto

haha was fun and yummy'

Then went to down town east haha was fun haha played games and stuff TAlked and talked

WAHHH what a great day

OHH yea then helped coco and toto's team haha

I think they did well!!(really)

haha

THE NEXT DAY

wahhh wake up soo early haha

to go to band practices it was good!!!

FAST FOWARD>>>>

haha eat chicken rice and went home wat a fun/angry/boring day haha

Poem

Going to war without a gun.

Going to get shot.

Going to school without a bag.

Going to get scolding .

Going through sadness without friends.

Going to have scars.

Going to fish without bait.

Not going to catch anything.

Going home without a key.

Not going to reach home.

A house is not a home.

A book is not knowledge .

Going to play without friends.

Going to be bored.

Going to have friends without thinking.

Going to get backstab.

Going to love without a heart.

Thats not love......

2009-03-16T08:42:00.000-07:00

Wahhhhhh today sooooooooooooo fun hahaahahah

went cycling and shopping hahaha and stuff hahaha

had lots of fun haha lazy post coz tired hahah

next time try to post more hahaha

poem....

haha

Maybe I left in the car

Maybe I need it

Maybe its in a jar

Maybe I don't need it

Maybe its not real

Maybe I want it

Maybe its with the stars

Maybe I hate it

Maybe its with someone

Maybe it hurts me

Maybe its in my heart

Maybe I Need it

2009-03-15T07:52:00.000-07:00

When you smile,I am disarmed

When you cry,I got beaten

When I cry,your always there

When it hurts,your my Doctor

When I need a friend,You always show

When I am angry,You bring water

When I laugh,you smile

When I beg,you provide

When I fall,You pick me up

When the world stops,you spin it for me

Thank you God for being a friend and giving me my good friends

2009-03-14T08:18:00.000-07:00

HEy Guys

haha today had a zonal dinner haha it was fun!!! haha

i guess for me,not really sure if the girls had fun at all haha

but for me it was fun

we played stuff erm we played table soccer and table tennis haha was really fun

we owned the girls haha i guess >,<

erm wahhhh dame lazy to post now.....

haha k then will try to post more NEXT time !!! byes!

2009-03-11T03:49:00.000-07:00

Hey Guys haha

erm today was super fun? coz school ended early haha

went to a church haha was cool man

but our church still rocks haha

then went to eat I like the food there haha

after tat went to cut hair haha

WAS FORCED TO!

haha coz like my hair dame long liao

so I cut ><

Now its short haha hope its nice to you guys haha ><

then went hame and play com

and listen to music haha I LOVE U2

it rocks man haha really serious hah

byes gtg liao

pls tag!

2009-03-10T04:00:00.000-07:00

Hey GUYs haha

NEed more tags!1 haha

Erm today was kinda of boring haha

first went to the mosque the went back to school man it was soooooooooooooooooooo boring

haha i mean really really boring hahaha

then we headed back to our air con rooms ^^

haha did some group work haha it was fun

haha then we had a history lecture haha dame boring haha

I had nothing to do so i went to cut the rubber thingy on the table

Then the DM was LIKE standing BEhind me wahh i got scolded haha

I said sorry and everything was okay haha

then went to lunch had a talk with one of my friend in school

To be honest its soooo hard to talk to you >,<

But its was okay haha

then like school ended at like 3.30pm!

I noe its like early to some people haha

i went home myself haha was fun ><

yea tats my day so far....... hahaha

bye Guys CYa

ohh yea those in my cell- after zonal dinner wanna go out?

haha ^^

2009-03-09T00:57:00.000-07:00

Hey GUys I promised that i would try to post everyday right? hahaha

Today was a school day noooooo

sad hor?

Had the IPW week haiz.... played some old games, it was a little fun hahaha

Then after that we split in to our groups haha

All the guys in my group i don't really like one haha

But it's okay haha ^^

We did the rules and stuff like tat it was BORING haha

It then rain haha whooooooooo

I love the rain haha

THen when to recess haha did not feel like eating don't noe why haha

But has some time alone(needed that time haha)

School was sooo noisy and stuff

Ohh yea i juz found out that there will not be a sec 2 camp ><

sad.....

But its okay haha

A really bad thing happen today....

My class had a fight haha ><

Really sad coz like i tot my friends would not fight ><

hey tats life right?

I wrote this poem in recess haha

had nth to do anw...

I tied myself with wire

To let myself go

I tried to set a fire

but the fire played with me

I tried to save a dying fire

I was barley conscious

At the moment of surrender

I set myself on fire

Brought everything

Except a candle

I tried to light the way

Buts there's a vision with no visibility

* see you guys this coming sat or sunday haha CYA!*

Ohh yea remember to tag hahah

2009-03-07T22:43:00.000-08:00

HEys

Haha its sunday today haha

erm yesterday had my first guitar lesson and i did quite well!!! haha

then after that when to my zonal bonding. MIssed the caps ball match NOOOOO

haha i bet if i was there I would win haha anw on the way to the zonal bonding i cut my toe.

MAn it still hurts >,

Then when to play "amazing race"

I Was WiF Sam WHOOOOOOO

And three other girls haha

haha had soo much fun but we still lost BADLY

haha but its okay still made new friends...... now i understand girls better

then after that when to eat super dog, was feeling sick at that time haha

soo sad hor?

BUt its okay haha

then when up and play some games and also played werewolf haha

MAn its sooo hard to play werewolf wif you guys

THen the guys when to stay over at our place haha

had soooooo much fun watching movies and doing stuff

overall sat was a time of learning,leading,making new friends,helping,forgiving,sportsmanship

and last of all worship.

haha next sat will have another zonal bonding hahaha

KK gtg now remember to tag coz this blog is dying and i will try to post everyday haha\

*I shall learn to treasure my friends more be it a girl or boy*

2009-03-05T01:26:00.000-08:00

Every single freaking day i must stand this

Why?

Look what they done

Walk out, in to the streets

Sing your heart out

To the people you meet

Cry out

Find a friend

2009-02-17T23:00:00.001-08:00

HEy GUys HAHA soo Sry SOOOOOOOOO long Since i posted but anw here we are

haha

erm lifes good?

i'm okay i guess whooooooo haha happy

haha

stay happy

ohh yea you guys wanna go out sometime?

Lord I pray that you give strength to face a day without a vision.

2009-02-03T23:01:00.000-08:00

haha

thing is miss is erm let me thing

my old friends

my friends

my childhood

my good friend........(if ur reading this call me!!)

my painting

my toys!

The fact that i knew very little about anything

books

My stamps!

drawing

the word MAybe

Poems (been trying to write one)

Teddy

Church camp!!!

youth Camp!!!

the word IF

Playing Girls Catch Boys haha(boys Rule)!!!

TATS it hahaahahahahahah k bye guys

2009-02-03T04:01:00.000-08:00

Mushroom soup rocks

Guns

happy

josh

today i had a bad day i guess haha i lost another match in floor ball badly

haha sad*

buts its okay haha

hows ur week?

anyway i am hurting

haha no la i am okay haha

anw my studies are going well i guesss ><

my class is super bad haha buts its okay

i really wish i could go to a nerd school now haha

2009-01-20T04:59:00.000-08:00

Hey guys tomoror will be my first game haha!!!!

wish me luck haha

haha

HOOOOOO

soo happy will be fighting NorthLight and then some other school haha

hen will be fighting CH which is Catholic High haha

haha byes

gtg sry never post 4 soo long very busy haha byes

2009-01-12T04:58:00.000-08:00

Hey guys hows School So Far haha????

Erm for me its better haha

erm haha my blogs kinda dead now haha BE ALIVE!!!!!

kk byes don't be too stress k

haha

2009-01-11T04:51:00.000-08:00

i had the worst week first of all i think i really suck at floorball....

maybe i should not be in the school team coz i really suck... i really let my team down my cap down my teachers down i really feel so... what now anw that was my week hope you guys have a better week

2009-01-08T04:36:00.000-08:00

hey guys id did not go to school today haha yay!!!

so erm nothing much happen haha

OHHHHH YEA I MADE IT TO MY SCHOOLS FLOOR BALL TEAM(nationals) this year haha

YEA praise the Lord haha ^^

yea very happy haha ^^

erm stay happy i guess....

yea.

byes

2009-01-06T03:19:00.000-08:00

HahA Hey Guys,

haha today i met my NEW art teacher

She really really really really got anger management i mean really haha coz like she scold people for not looking at her haha

anw Erm can you guys pray for my common test this thurs haha like it a serious test ohh yea it maths haha erm like i suppose to have tuition but last min cannot coz of floorball haha so sad ><>

remember to tag!!!!

2009-01-05T03:56:00.000-08:00

Since I am Bored I SHAll Post AbouT thE tHE Ten things that i wish would happen haha

1. Get closer to God YAy!

2. All my toys would come alive LOL

3. Hope oUr Group gRows closer

4. Do for my exams

5. HAve a pet dino

5.have a Dog?

6.?

7.?

8.?

9.?

10.?

shall end of with a poem muahahahahahhaahahaha

Grace she takes the blame.

She removes the stain.

Grace its a name for a girl.

Grace find beauty in everything.

Grace she carries the world her shoulders.

She carries,a burden.

What was her..

Grace makes beauty in ugly things.

Grace finds beauty in everything.

Grace find goodness in everything.

txs haha rate my poem LOL haha

2009-01-04T22:11:00.000-08:00

Hey Guys,

today was a bored/fun day of school haha

math was super super boring the teacher was like YAP YAP YAP HAhA

I think the sci teacher hates me because i kinda of call her short haha but i said SORRY!!!

haha first period was super boring coz its like MT haha so like all those who no need to go MT can go to the library haha Then got like this new girl who join our class and she also no need to take chi so like my form teacher ask me to take care of her haha i did a good job i think ><>

But she dame quite like she is from another world o.0

haha over all it was fun haha anw i hope you guys had a better day then me haha

2009-01-04T04:27:00.000-08:00

Ok dame bored now haha

lEt me think

yay

I Shall create A Army Of toy soldiers To take over tHe world mUhahahahaha

Then i Shall ask My fav teddy BEar to BE my three * GEneral muahahhahaha

Then we Shall Create a Elit force oF Cute Dinosaurs MUahahhahaha

THen We Shall Attack MY CLASS BloG MUahhahahAHh

MAn i ROCK

IF YOU want TO JOin THE War against My Class Terror PlSSSSSS TAG!!!

Muhahaha

* teddy commands IT*

2009-01-04T00:34:00.000-08:00

haha, hi guys erm i shall podt smt haha

erm let me think

i shall post about the things i like haha

- toy soldiers!!

-toys?

-music

-U2!!!!!

-Sting

-fishes

-puppies

-writing poems

-talking to friends

-doing very easy math questions (haha)

-painting

-nice tee shirts!!!

-SFH!!!!!!!!

-board games

-stay overs

-church!!

-games!!!

-my cell group(ok maybe not haha)

-my best friend(we are not gays!!!)

-war movies

-history

-free drawing

- my teddy bear(don't ask me what is his name haha)

-and more!!!!

haha byes

2008-12-11T03:09:00.000-08:00

Does anyone hear the people

Where did the helpers go?

When the invitation is open,

does anyone come

Little card with names on it

If it only cared for everyone

Where did my friends go?

If only there's a friend for everyone

trying to help the world with no heading

trying to change lives that hate me

Its just part of the job....

2008-11-30T22:47:00.000-08:00

This train is armed more then ever

You left my heart empty as a vacant lot

If you go,

Whose going to run over the sea

I kneel coz i need it more

You lied to me coz i asked you to

If you go,

whose going to pick up the words

I'm a broken glass on the beach

All i need is someone to pick me up

If you go,

whose going pick me up?

Don't turn around

Don't look back

Whose going to bleed because of me?

Whose going to take the place of me?

2008-09-24T03:45:00.000-07:00

FIRst mile of my run i just made it at least i did not walk at all ^^ the second i got walk la

2008-07-09T04:05:00.000-07:00

Hey i noe my blog is DEAD but now i shall try to wake it up whoooooooooo

soo people plsss tag whoooooooooo

DO NOT spam

and God bless

RED ALERT 3 IS COMING WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

K DONE TAG ARR ^^

2008-04-07T05:37:00.001-07:00

2008-03-17T01:44:00.000-07:00

ok it sucks -.- anw nth 2 do at home ma u c WHAT HAPPENS WHEN U DON GO ONLINE.....anw ok haha i not PROUD AR......:]

2008-02-15T02:06:00.000-08:00

OK this is a story about a man who was in a war.....copy sarahs first part:D...only the first line la

As i looked at my hands blood dripped down.I dropped the knife on the floor like it was suddenly

useless,i looked at the German i just killed.He was an officer,a young officer in his 18s but now he is just a number added to the death poll..........I never killed anyone before and i planed to stay that way.I thought to myself "am i in the right to kill a person doing his job".I glance at the field to see hundreds of dead soldiers on the ground, both side was in the wrong.One side wanted freedom the other wanted order.They say freedom is never free.....I was fighting for freedom they told us the enemy was evil,heartless and had no mercy...They told us soo much that we thought that the enemy had no family,friends,home,heart and no life......I checked the Germans bag to find a photo of a family with him in the middle.That was when i knew he was a man like me a man who hated what he was doing and just wanted to go home..Than out of nowhere i saw a german soldier with a pistol running towards me.As he came closer the sky turned dark.Then he was about 3 meters away from me.I heard a him saying"i don want to kill anymore"he than took the gun and pointed at his head and he came closer.Than *bang* blood splitter on my face.i looked at the sky it was going to rain.......so i stood up and started walking away.I did not know where to go but i knew what was i train for and what were weapons given for KILLING AND ONLY KILLING.I walked and walked and walked.................I did not know why i did not cry for the german soldier or even tried to help him.....i guess it is to late for me.......seeing people die day after day, you will soon not care for them this was the turning point.TODAY WAS THE THE TURNING POINT FROM A HEART TO A GUN....after i killed the german..i started to turn to a REAL soldier............

2008-02-14T01:28:00.000-08:00

When i very very very am sad like now. The can't are huge i can't smile,i can't paint ,i can't draw ,i can't talk to people, i can't sleep, i can't laugh, i can't think, i can't play, i can't fight 4 what i think i right, i can't love,i can't joke,i can't help,i can't fix things,i can't feel 4 anyone,i can't think of a come back,i can't imagine and most of all i can't enjoy life...........tat is how i feel now...............the flowers lose their colours.my friends lost their touch..my words lost their meaning...my heart lose it beat....tat is how i feel now..

i bet no would read this but i need to let U noe

2008-02-13T22:09:00.000-08:00

A story of U

2008-02-11T23:57:00.000-08:00

As u marched 2 the enemy u thought 2 your self"why am i here?"Then u heard gun shots*u turn your head to the side to see your best friend shirt with blood.Then people started shouting,crying,begging and shooting . Out of nowhere you see 10 platoons of man running towards you.You heard your lieutenant shouting"to victory"u thought 2 your self"what is this victory"then everything when slow...u saw people falling 2 the ground. You saw ur best friend lying on the ground

like a nobody...u saw people shooting at each other....u saw people begging for their lives,out of a sudden u heard a gunshot*bang* u fell on the ground,u look to the right seeing ur frens fleeing from the enemy.You remembered ur lieutenant saying that "no man will be left behind". You saw a field of man on the ground dying like dogs..*your eyes slowly close**3 HOURS LATER* everything was quite there was no more shooting no more crying,from distance you can see a man wearing a german uniform walking checking the dead.You try 2 reach for your gun but there was a great pain on your legs u saw blood on ur legs,you remembered that u had a pistol

,you reach for ur left pocket,you check ur ammo to ur surprise u had 2 bullets only,as the man came closer ur heart was beating soo fast,u have never killed anyone before and u did not want to....10 seconds seem 2 be like a year as he came closer,you tried to move your legs suddenly u heard *bang*the german fell on the ground..u saw that ur leg had pulled the trigger on your rifle..After an hour of trying 2 move ur legs u did it, by than it was night every one was sleeping

you limped towards the german solider u looked at his face.. You stared at his face ,immediately u knew he was a young kid.You took his gun and some food from him you knew that they would be looking for him soo u ran away,as u were running u kept thinking of what to do next..After an hour of walking and running you heard germans talking .YOU tried to hid but u were in a field so without thinking u fired ur rife at them."arrr"shouted one of them the other two dashed towards you and fired their gun.You took out ur pistol and shot the other two germans.In just five seconds lights lit up.IT WAS A WHOLE CAMP,you saw a some germans running towards you

,suddenly you remembered promising ur frens n family that you would come home alive...soo u drop ur gun and ran.You could have fired ur gun n killed some germans but u did not, it would

be a "disgrace" if ur lieutenant was here as u were running u saw a dead camp site,you ran towards it when u tripped over rock, you fell on the ground the germans were catching up

u thought to ur self "why am i here"beside you was your best frens body so u took a piece of paper and pen..and there u wrote "i am sorry, i will not be comeing home this time"love u all.....you took up ur gun and fired at the germans n prayed to god to forgive ur sins...Out of no where u saw ur family and frens at the camp waving good bye to u then *bang*you fall on the ground u dropped ur gun u saw a light.You see the germans looking at u.........................

WHEN I GET STUCK WHAT TRY TO DO

2008-02-11T22:11:00.000-08:00

when u get stuck in a moment u cant get out of. U don cry,u don shout,u don wait u RUN!!!!!!Every insult is a bomb every rejection is a enemy every problem is a enemy HQ.......N if u get to much on your heart u will blow up -the bombs will blow,the enemy will attack,the HQ will command the attack so don let it grow..........don let it grow don wait,this tears are going no where.By the time

u find out nobody is helping u.Your defenses are gone,your generals are gone U HAVE NOTHING.

IF u get 2 this stage pray that GOD will help you.....I am sure he will help u..Don let them get u seek your best friends they are your generals..YOUR army is U,YOUR defenses is U.If u think u have a small army u have a small one,if u think u have a weak defenses u have weak ones.So don let the enemy,bomb,HQ destroy your moral...............

2008-02-11T21:56:00.000-08:00

It takes a mouth to start a war.It takes two hands to fight a war.It takes a mind to control a war.It takes an army to silence a war but it takes everything 2 win a war. That is why till today history has so many mistakes...So please don take a 1000 lives for a plot of land...

2008-01-24T04:40:00.000-08:00

hi JOSHUAH LIM EN talking here arrr writing ok fine talking no writing anyway...............arrr don noe wat 2 say sooo look at the dots......................................................p..............u..........n........c.......h..................s................a............m...................

ok n punch joshua hohohohohohohohohohohohohohohohohohohohohohoho

2008-01-21T00:45:00.000-08:00

HI MY BLOG IS DYING I TINK OK IT IS OR IS IT.............................SAVE THIS BLOG BY PUNCHING SAM.HOW MANY LIVES U CAN SAVE. MAKE A DIFFERENCE.OHH AND POST

2008-01-11T05:12:00.000-08:00

hi never post 4 soo long haha i got nothing 2 say relly nothing 2 say nothing DOTZ....................................................................................ok still nothing.........................thinking.............................thinking...................................................ohh yea band is long ok wait tinking..................................................ok bb

2008-01-08T05:01:00.000-08:00

2 POST IN A DAY GD RITE I AM HERE 2 ASK ALL GUARD OF ME 2 KILL SAM HE HAS SHITED ON THE BED AGINE SAM IS NOW KNOW AS LAMO123 OK LAMO123 SAM GOD BE WIF U I SHALL DO SMT BAD 2 U MUHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA HPOE UR CAMP UR PANTS WET OHH N SAM LIKES 2 EAT HUMAN WASTE

2008-01-08T04:43:00.000-08:00

HI HI HI HI HI HI HI HI HI HI HI HI HI HI HI HI HI HI HI HI HI HI HI HI HI HI HI HI HI HI HI HI HI HI HI HI HI HI HI HI

PEOPLE OF THE WORLD

I JOSHUAH LIM TINKS TAT WE SHOULD NOT GO SCHOOL

SCHOOL IS 4 PEOPLE LIKE EG:SAM,BECKY,VICKY,SARAH,COW,CAT,DOG,SHIT,PEE AND BIRD

PEOPLE WE SHOULD GO ON A RAID IN SAMS HOUSE 4 I NOE HE HAS TALK 2 A TEACHER BEFORE N HAD TEA

CALM DOWN CALM DOWN I HERE BY SENTENCE SAM 2 5 YEARS OF WARING UNI 2 CHURCH ON SAT TAT IS ALL

AND I ROCK

2008-01-07T06:11:00.000-08:00

hi every one a happy post but saying tat SAM u r a gd fren even in times we fight frens stay a fren who i can talk a fren who i fight wif most off all a fren who i can trust. i noe i piss u off i was piss off beacuse i had bad times in school some people found out y i don take chi yea tat is all

2008-01-05T04:41:00.000-08:00

hi the less angry post............. 2 post in a day u all never online maa.......any way forgot 2 say about orientation... DAY1:arr did nth at all sit n wait la nobody talk at all lol even ME.Got alot of talks only 5 mins in class-.-12 to 5 lei.DAY2:camp arrr still not much frens yet. The teacher shouted at me 4 nth never do aything at all lor juz walking in the scene than......any way went 4 a hike fun but soooooo long 4 hours. Then the teachers raid our bag every thing the WHOLE BAG pour out on the ground they finding a smoker in camp soo bad rite the worse thing is tat the gals all slip when this happen they were let off noo than slip at 3a.m the peps on the 2nd floor playing wif torch light MA.DAY3:ok on this day not soo bad la......wake up at 6.10 by frens la than wash up untill 7a.m.When to play the flying fox soo fun haha got play other things 2 also than eat lunch food like human waste ok.....than at five it started 2 rain-.- some1 move my bag i was walking in the rain finding 4 my bag for 10 mins than at five when home eat n slip at nine haha...ok last day DAY4:it was on sat the CCA thing haha join band n floor ball yea tat is all the others r talks...than when 2 church EVERY1 say band is bad.... sad la anyway wat soo bad about my uni..... ok tat is all is it 2 long tell me ar

2008-01-05T04:07:00.000-08:00

juz came back from camp......DON GO IT SUCK..............I GOT 14 BITES NOOOOOO..............................joshua u go eat shit la u piss me off like i never before

2008-01-01T04:35:00.000-08:00

JOSHUA HOHOHOHOHOHOOHOHOHOHO U HAV SPAM MY BLOG I WILL ASK MY BRO 2 SPAM UR BLOG GOD BE WIF U

2007-12-31T21:44:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE LOL PS:SAM SUCKS

2007-12-30T08:40:00.000-08:00

ok... hi the REAL JOSHUAH TALKING NOW arr u noe tat clone i killed him soo arr don be sad ok tat is all thank you for ur time.......................ok i don noe wat 2 say

2007-12-28T21:12:00.000-08:00

hi ppl..
coz of the popular demand of me updating ..
i m doin it 4 the sake of doin it.. yea later vicky come after me with parang then die ... lol
erm anw Merry belated christmas!!! :)
n a Happy new year! oh yar
n i m going ping yi sec
ok gtg bye God bless
josh

2007-12-12T00:05:00.000-08:00

arr hi the first post i did before txs 2 vicky.................................................................DOTS.......................................